giancarlos woke me up at like, 6:30 this morning to play warhammer with him lolololololol. <.<

actually would have gotten to sleep in a bit this morning, since i don't have to be at work until 9:45. but ah well.... it's nice to have more than one friend still around you  (<3 tiffy).
i've actually really been missing having a lot of friends like i used to. i never actually realized how shitty it would be once everyone that i knew at stetson moved away or just became almost like a distant memory. makes me quite sad, actually - cause i'm pretty much just here now. no one calling me all the time to want to hang out or go get lunch/dinner, etc. trying to make new friends at work is very successful, but i always have this weird thing about making friends with people that i work with. maybe it's just me, but i always feel so awkward going out and doing stuff with co-workers... maybe it's because of the fact that you have to work with them the next day and, if you did anything stupid, you'd never live it down lol - something like that. anyway... so i do have a couple friends at work now, but i only ever see them/talk to them at work - so it doesn't really seem real friending atm. thank goodness i'm doing a decent job at keeping myself sane, or else i probably wouldn't be right now. (although, i think most of that sanity is due in large part to liquor most of the time... but hey... it does the trick).  i think the thing that's mad me saddest, recently, is the fact of knowing that tiffany's moving to boston in the next couple of years... and with time going by as fast as it does, it concerns me. we don't get to see each other often cause we both work all the time, but at least we still talk to each other every day. hopefully it'll stay the same in a few years.

work is going spectacularly well. they're already asking me what my plans are for moving up in the company, so i told them. my three months is up not too much longer from now, so i guess we'll see what happens then. it's a very exhausting job, i'm finding out. most nights i get home and go to bed a few hours later around like, 8 or 9.... then again... i'm up really early in the morning most of the time, so that could be a reason why i don't stay up incredibly late anymore, as well.

you know... i think another reason why i've been so depressed lately (other than not having my escitalopram) is because i don't shop anymore <.<. as rediculous as that sounds, i've always found a lot of comfort in shopping. i guess it really was instilled in me in high school by my aunt lol. but i never go out shopping to millennia or the outlet malls anymore, and i think it could be a reason why i've been so down. then again - most days that i have off, i'm so exhausted that i'd just rather go out for a quick lunch or something like that, or just stay at home all day and play wow or warhammer and clean/do laundry and such. i do have a couple friends in wow that i like to talk to a lot now, but i just don't get on wow as much as i used to cause i'm working, reading, out and about, etc. not that having a life is a bad thing lol. but yea... i think i should go out shopping soon and actually buy something... it is starting to get closer to christmas... so there *should* be a lot of good sales going on right now for all the early shoppers like myself. maybe i'll do that this week when i have off.... although... wrath of the lich king comes out on thursday... and i already have a copy of it reserved and paid for... so i may just get that and spend all day thursday leveling or something *vomit*. but hey... i'm off wednesday, thursday, and friday... so i've got plenty of shopping time... maybe friday... that sounds good... i get paid on friday.

anyway... i think i'm done ranting about the mroe or less festering shitehole my life has become somehow, so i think i'll go read a bit before i have to go off to work.

i actually had a lot of fun at orientation tonight. yea... a lot of the stuff was boring cause it's all the rules, procedures, safety, etc for the whole of universal orlando overall... but, in a way, i'm glad we got all of that boring stuff out of the way on the first day of training lol.

best of all, kind of... i get a turkey XD. yay holiday season lolololololololol.

i really can't wait to finish my orientation this weekend. it's like... all day saturday and sunday, and i'm freaking ecstatic =D. cause we get to start actually going out into the parks and touring, learning about the rides, etc. and i think sunday is the day that we go to our specific attractions, etc. to train. so yay fun =).

sad thing is... i have to wait another two days to go back lol. but that's ok. going to breakfast with rick tomorrow, then probably going to his house to play some warhammer before he has to go out to school to keep doing tech for anything goes.

hip hooray

i didn't get the job that i had applied for, which was guest services coordinator. they said i didn't have enough experience with it - which i was pretty much expecting, but i figured i would apply for it anyway lol.

however... i did get *a* job at universal today. i'm working at camp jurassic, which is the little pterodactyl ride. it's cute.. and my outfit is freaking adorable - i can't wait to get fitted for it on wednesday, which is my first day of orientation. well, evening of orientation is more like it (from 4:00-9:30pm). so i'm actually really excited =D. then i have orientation days 2-3 on saturday and sunday all day. so yay for that, as well. and hey... it's paid orientation - so even better! not to mention, i get part time dental, medical, basic life and accidental death insurance - hooray for health benefits for part-time workers.

the one drawback... i had to completely open my availability completely, even though i know school is starting at the end of the month. but i had to choose either open my availability to make school work around my work schedule, or not get the job. so, needless to say - i decided to take the job. i'm going to school tomorrow to see exactly what i can do to make the schedules work out better, so hopefully they will be able to help me out with that or something. if not, then i'll have to fins something else at the school that i can do like, online or something. i'm sure everything will work out int he end.

finally, monday is here! can get this interview going and hopefully get the job. i actually really want this job, so i'm really really excited for the interview and whatnot. i hope it goes well so that they want me =D.

just finishing getting ready and whatnot and then gonna head out so that i can hopefully find the place where my interview is - cause i've never actually been to the 'behind the scenes' building at universal lol.

wish me luck!

ok, so...

i've pretty much got my livejournal where i want it to be now with icons, themes. etc... so it's really quite nice. a lot more to it than i remember there used to be lol.

i'm a little excited cause tomorrow i have my interview at universal studios for guest services coordinator. very excited! have to look up directions for exactly which building i need to go to, though... cause i've no fecking clue XD.

other than that... life's been, more or less, shitty lately. no job = no cash = reason why the economy is so bad... because i haven't been spending. who ever thought that my drastic decrease in spending would lead to the collapse of finacial institutions across the world? i mean, really...  but no... i really need a job XD.being poor definitely is not fun, nor is it for those that are weak of heart.  so... if you would... cross your little fingers for me that this interview goes well tomorrow... cause i really need it to haha.

let's see... what else... not really too much. chris was up here this week - loads of fun =). was good to see him again, since i never get to.

and that's all for now, i suppose. i'm sure there's loads more i could type out... i just don't feel like it at the moment, really lol.

xoxo

So I totally have my livejournal back now... And I'm actuatlly rather excited about it. I'll post some more once I get all of my stuff done to set it up in a bit.

xoxo